I am going to FAIL!

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Once again, I’ve proven to myself that failure is just a stepping stone on the path to success. My actions, reactions, and continuous behavioral changes have been guiding me towards growth and learning. It may sound strange, but I am fully aware of my journey and where I am headed in life.

There have been forces trying to drag, push, and pull me down, but I’ve come to realize that somewhere along the line, I allowed myself to believe in my failure so firmly that I began to anticipate it eagerly.

I used to pride myself on being a positive thinker, mentoring others, and presenting myself as an idealistic and perfect role model. But perhaps, my penchant for storytelling and creating narratives somehow led me to a place that appears visible but feels dark and suffocating.

Without realizing it, I had locked away my true feelings deep within my consciousness, unknowingly becoming a slave to my own doubts and fears.

Today, something changed when I received a message on WhatsApp about the true meaning of
F.A.I.L. – “First Attempt In Learning,”
E.N.D. – “Effort Never Dies,”
and N.O. – “Next Opportunity.”
At first, I was taken aback, wondering why this message came my way. Did the sender know about my struggles? Was my condition that apparent to everyone?

Overwhelmed by frustration, I confided in my colleague, my friend, sharing our respective challenges and pondering why we weren’t taking the necessary steps to change our lives despite knowing the consequences.

In that moment, I looked into my friend’s eyes, and it was as if he was silently telling me, “Sam, you already know how to fix this.”

Suddenly, a surge of positive energy washed over me, and I felt a strong desire to release all the pent-up emotions and struggles that had been consuming me. That’s when I started writing what you’re reading now.

Life is an incredible journey filled with unexpected surprises. Sometimes, a person you least expect can make a monumental impact on your messed-up life. I cannot express enough gratitude to my friend for the renewed confidence he bestowed upon me, reminding me that only I have the power to change my life.

So, with newfound determination, I make a promise to myself and to my friend that I will transform into the person I aspire to be. I’ll take charge of my life with faith in myself and the support of the divine forces that guide me.