I am going to FAIL!

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Once again, I’ve proven to myself that failure is just a stepping stone on the path to success. My actions, reactions, and continuous behavioral changes have been guiding me towards growth and learning. It may sound strange, but I am fully aware of my journey and where I am headed in life.

There have been forces trying to drag, push, and pull me down, but I’ve come to realize that somewhere along the line, I allowed myself to believe in my failure so firmly that I began to anticipate it eagerly.

I used to pride myself on being a positive thinker, mentoring others, and presenting myself as an idealistic and perfect role model. But perhaps, my penchant for storytelling and creating narratives somehow led me to a place that appears visible but feels dark and suffocating.

Without realizing it, I had locked away my true feelings deep within my consciousness, unknowingly becoming a slave to my own doubts and fears.

Today, something changed when I received a message on WhatsApp about the true meaning of
F.A.I.L. – “First Attempt In Learning,”
E.N.D. – “Effort Never Dies,”
and N.O. – “Next Opportunity.”
At first, I was taken aback, wondering why this message came my way. Did the sender know about my struggles? Was my condition that apparent to everyone?

Overwhelmed by frustration, I confided in my colleague, my friend, sharing our respective challenges and pondering why we weren’t taking the necessary steps to change our lives despite knowing the consequences.

In that moment, I looked into my friend’s eyes, and it was as if he was silently telling me, “Sam, you already know how to fix this.”

Suddenly, a surge of positive energy washed over me, and I felt a strong desire to release all the pent-up emotions and struggles that had been consuming me. That’s when I started writing what you’re reading now.

Life is an incredible journey filled with unexpected surprises. Sometimes, a person you least expect can make a monumental impact on your messed-up life. I cannot express enough gratitude to my friend for the renewed confidence he bestowed upon me, reminding me that only I have the power to change my life.

So, with newfound determination, I make a promise to myself and to my friend that I will transform into the person I aspire to be. I’ll take charge of my life with faith in myself and the support of the divine forces that guide me.

One response to “I am going to FAIL!”

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    Deepika Rathi

    I embark on this journey of change with unwavering resolve, knowing that my unnamed friend’s belief in me will be the beacon of light guiding me towards a brighter future.

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